Memoirs


After a long pause, I'm finally back to posting on here. This little corner of the internet will be a place to share stories from residency, lessons from medicine, moments behind the camera, and the things that inspire me beyond the hospital. Here's to creating, reflecting, and documenting the journey, one post at a time. 🤍






Every day, physicians answer the call to heal. We spend countless hours in the emergency room, operating rooms, and patient wards, carrying the responsibility of caring for others through their most vulnerable moments.

Today was different.

Today, we stepped away from our usual: charts, and duty schedules. We traded the familiar sounds of monitors for laughter, conversations, and moments of quiet reflection. It was a day dedicated to healing the healers—a chance to pause, reconnect, and remember that behind every physician is a person who also needs rest, support, and renewal.

The demands of medicine often require us to give so much of ourselves. Yet to continue caring for others with compassion and excellence, we must also care for our own well-being. This day allowed us to unwind, recharge, and strengthen the bonds that unite us not only as colleagues, but as friends and fellow travelers in this challenging profession.




As we return to our patients and responsibilities, we do so with renewed energy, clearer minds, and grateful hearts. Because healing is not only for those we serve—it is also for those who serve.

Today was a reminder that taking time to rest is not stepping away from our mission; it is preparing ourselves to fulfill it even better.

November is no doubt the busiest month of the year for me. This month, I turned a year older and I'm happy with how I spent my day with friends and family. I felt loved by the people who matter to me, and that's all I need. I spent the day with Marigold, one of my closest friends since freshman year of college. We had late lunch in a newly-opened cafe near my house. I wrote a separate post about it in this page. 
Lately, I've been building a habit of making collages about my days. I don't have much to say in this blog post; life's been mundane lately, so I'll let the photos speak for themselves, but I did add in short captions. Enjoy.

Mamang turned a year older too. She celebrates her day every 24th of November. This year, I made a bouquet of red roses from ribbons- a little DIY I learned on TikTok. I was able to buy her a small cake in berry creme flavor from a local cakeshoppe in CDO. We celebrated her birthday a little late because we had to attend other events but we were able to suprise her and shoot photos.

One event we went to was my aunt's grandson's birthday. It was a kid's party but I enjoyed it very much. There were clowns who did a bubble show and a famous nurse who works partime as a magician. It was not my first time watching his magic show. We hired him in one of our graduation parties year ago. There were also special guests, Optimus Prime and Bumblebee. My favorite part about the event was the fact that it was a group of people with different beliefs and that we got along pretty well. I like that about family. 

We celebrated my mom's birthday at Fat Chef, SM Northwing. It was a simple celebration. I ordered their famous streetfood served in a small ferris wheel. We had to finish early though, my little brother had to travel back home for classes the next day. 

Today, I went out for a study session. I had coffee at Fukuro, a Japanese-themed coffee shop near my place. It was a very productive afternoon while Hanie had her routine dialysis in the hospital. I was able to finish lectures on Microbiology and Parasitology. 

 Yesterday, I finished my 26th lap around the sun. I'm a year older and a lot wiser. Year 25 definitely changed me a lot and I'm loving the person I've become now. The past year was difficult and unkind to me but I'm making lemonade out of every lemon thrown. Going through difficult things make people grow wiser and I am proud and grateful to have gone through the most difficult year in my life (yet).

I didn't mean to make this post grim by talking about hardships but I've had my fair share the previous age year and I am proud of how I handled life's blues.


I spent the day with one of my friends from college. We don't see each other much often due to conflicting schedules and the 89 km between the cities we live in. We tried out this new cafe near home and she and her daughter surprised me with a cute bouquet of roses. My brother was there too. After class, he dropped by a bakeshop and bought me a chocolate cake with cute Japanese-style candles on them. The place was really calming and the food was inexpensive but still delicious. I'm not a fan of chocolate cake but seeing as my brother made an effort to get me one, I love it a whole lot more. 


I am so grateful for the people I got to spend my birthday with. I'm grateful to people who sincerely typed in birthday greetings and loving messages. Thank you to everyone who made effort to make turning 26 so sweet!



I haven't updated this blog for a while now. I had big hurls to jump over at the beginning of this year and time went by so fast I didn't notice it was midyear already. It's a bummer how much time had slipped but I owe myself the time to take pause and reflect on who I am now and how much I've grown compared to who I was a few months ago hence the hiatus from social media.

Post-internship times, I spent most of my days with my family. We had to get together before the summer ended because then my brother would be preoccupied with school. The family is doing well. little brother and I are currently living in ILG for his studies while Mamang and kaka are in CDO, setting the KT (kidney transplant) plan in motion. We are very hopeful on this and quite excited on her new chance at life. They recently visited us to get documents required by the hospital. It feel so nice to have the family back at home.

For the status quo, I am currently staying in ILG for my independent study time in preparation for the licensure exam on April 2024. I live with my brother who is a junior in high school.

PS. I've missed this. Just typing whatever that pops to my head (correct grammar or not) as if I were talking to an actual human being. Looking forward to making more updates on this blog.
This one's a bit overdue but I am extremely grateful for this milestone in my life. Two months ago, I finished my post-graduate internship. At first, it would seem like I was ungrateful for it. Finishing internship is a glorious moment for us interns who worked hard to deliver service to those in need of medical assistance. However, I was not up for celebrating it knowing I would still have 30 extension duties to face in order to rectify my lengthy absence (which was due to medical reasons). The situation was completely incomprehensible for me at that time. Numerous memorandums and announcements were sent out that rocked me to-and-fro on whether or not I should serve 30 extension duties. I was out of duty for medical reasons and yet I know a few who got away with unexcused absences. Judgement came and the final verdict was to serve. It felt unfair knowing I would be giving up a lot of my review time for extension duty acquired from absences due to valid medical reasons. It made me decide: I am not going to take the Physician Licensure Exam (PLE) this year. It would be unwise for me to take the exam after being hospitalized twice within a year (and still recovering) with extension duties waiting to be served. I lost a lot of time this year and I'm planning to allot adequate time for recovery and preparation for the board exam. 

In spite of my journey during internship, I am grateful that I finished. I feel so blessed to have my family's love and support through the ups and downs. I am grateful that despite of getting sick twice this year, I was able to finish the internship. I am proud of myself for deterring the timeline I had planned and giving myself time to recover and prepare for another milestone.



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